And you all don't know what it feels like to have your life seem pointless because the one person you called when anything good happened is now gone. You all don't know what it is like to feel like you don't matter anymore; especially since the one person who always made you feel like you mattered is now gone.... From: Some Chick Date: 1/17/06Yeh, I didn't get that. I enjoy doing it for you, and it's a lovely thing, but sometimes I get sick of doing it and not having it reciprocated. Love Bastard To: Some Chick Date: 1/13/06Morning stranga.
And saying "Uh huh", "Really" and "Why do you think that happened" while you watch sports is not my definition of engaged...to a chick flick with us and not moan, groan or complain..expect that we should have sex everytime you get hard...
like when we're dead asleep: When you check out a hot girl, make your comments, but end by telling your woman she's way hotter Dubious Wonder: Just once in a while, don't ask for a bj before sex.
Just how much is a person supposed to take in at 4AM? How can the only thing that you tell me about the period when you left be that, 'It wasn't two years'? Yes, him knowing that the woman who's spirit he broke, that the woman who developed an eating disorder after we broke up, (Though since, I've learned to never let a man make me doubt my "cute appeal" - lol) was looking good; and that felt good as hell.
Can't I just life my life and let her life be her life? What he could never explain to me, was why she left. (I wanna tell her, I fucking hate her at this point - but I leave that part out). The girl who people used to say "smiled too much", stopped smiling. But I tell ya, even though I weighed less than I did in high school and was much healthier, the best part was when I saw his brother after we broke up and his brother relayed the fact that I was looking good.
The Best Of The Mad Dater: Girls Like you Don't Get Married Bastards I Won't be Dating The Threesome That Never Was Player Pie- A Dating Recipe Dear Condom Manufacturers The Bastard I'll Always Love - Hip Hop Break Up Stages Seinfeld's "The Thing" Bastard Affective Disorder November Sweeps The Oh No You Did Not Girls The Punisher Bastard Fiction: The Original Bastard The More Introspective Mad Dater Still Missing My Dad The Night My Mother Disappeared Now My Brother & I Don't Speak My Mother Was a Cheater My Dad's Funeral Was a Joke The Introspective Mad Dater ... ) and have since planted a Mad Dater Flag on many countries (I like'em brown, yellow, Puerto Rican or Hatian... I can't say that I am anything else but angry right now. I procrastinated, and just when I decided that it was time to take a nap before working my mother calls at 4AM. Behind our tough girl act is still a girl who wants to be loved and cherished and told how beautiful she is like every other girl. Love Bastard Date: 1/20/06Afternoon sexual chocolate.